I wasn't sure how I would feel about chronicling thoughts into this blog, but right now I am going to put a required task to good work. I feel so bitter right now in regards to school it is not even funny. Pretty pathetic, since this is the first full week of classes. Perhaps I would not feel so overwhelmed and dejected if I would just learn to leave well enough alone. I have eight months left of school until I receive my Education degree and can rejoin the land of the living, and what do I find myself doing? Applying to law school! Somebody smack some sense into me before it is too late...
A full course load in an overachiever's life is stressful enough. The action of adding on application processes and LSAT preparation might just drive me over the edge. I know this all sounds very melodramatic but tonight I feel so frustrated after LSAT preparation that I want to quit and take the easier road of finishing my degree and being done with it all. Something inside me will not let this happen and I wonder what that is? What drives some people so hard, while others take life as it comes and are happy with what they have accomplished already? I am usually proud of my work ethic, drive and attention to detail, but sometimes, like tonight, it is driving me crazy! Needless to say my two hours of very slow and tedious LSAT prep has now come to an end as my brain is a complete puddle of mush. Tomorrow is another day...yeaaah...
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